Start of Junior Year...

Been about four weeks. I've found that the only classes I actually enjoy are orchestra, AP American history, and jazz band. Honors English isn't that bad either. But seriously, what am I doing in AP classes? I'm not motivated enough for this shit. I think I'm smart enough, but I was in a really good mood the day I signed up for these. Hell, I have an exam tomorrow over four chapters I was supposed to read over the summer and only completed about half of. I think my GPA at this point is worse than it was third quarter of last year, and third quarter is always my worst.

I've come to the conclusion that high school in itself is a joke. We're forced to pack in useless information and regurgitate it for the exam and then we never think back to it ever again. Everyone there pisses me off. All the freshman, most of the sophomores, hell even the juniors and seniors. Everyone is stupid. No one knows how to drive, the junior lot parking situation is absolutely ridiculous, this whole "lancer link" thing is just disgusting in my opinion. When I was a freshman, I just wanted to go unnoticed, not babied around like I was someone's little fucking cherub. And physics? About 80% of physics is complete bullshit. Newton was a dumbass. The idea that if a book is on a table, the table is pushing back up on the book is completely... just... no. The reason the book stays on the table, for one, is because the table is like sixty times bigger than the book, and the other furniture would laugh at the table if it just decided to collapse when the book sat on it. Seriously that entire concept has bugged me my whole life.

But anyway, this year is going to take forever, and that really sucks. Plus it's not like I have a lot of time to be working, so I don't have as much money, which means on the weekends I am working so I can get money to go out with friends or shop or whatever which I never even have the opportunity to do anyway so everything ever is a complete waste of my time.

Ew life.